Sunday 2 September 2007

It all seems surreal today

That is - everything that happened over the last week seems odd. Rather embaressing actually. You see I woke up feeling normal which I haven't done in a while, could it be the happy pills are working now? I didn't cut myself yesterday either, which is a bigger achievment than you might think. Of course actually remembering the last week is a bit iffy - I have to read back throught the blog because it's amazing how the mind dulls the memory of feelings, especially painful ones.

Still I am going to church today, I have a day off from playing keyboards so I am just going to sit and 'be'.

More later
Alice

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