... I told J about the overdose. I have upset her. I wish I could take those words back, the poor girl was nearly in tears. She has been so kind to me but I shouldn't have told her that. Now she will lay awake and worry the way I do about other people when I know they are hurting. So the hurt goes around in circles.
So once again it's about me me me. I am angry with myself for being so insensitive.
And it's a shame because this evening went well, I feel a fraud actually because I was happy and joking with everyone, like none of this has happened. Then, we chatted afterwards and she weedled it out of me and I told her.
Please God forgive me for the hurt I have caused.
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